set me free from this goddamn rut! I cant take this anymore. When things doesnt work out the way you want, this is what will happen, you fret and whine. Then again, it wont change a thing. It will still haunt you, bug you, annoy you, irritate you and fuck! this is the best word that can define how i felt at this freakin moment. i wish i could cry a river so eventually this sucky soury feelings will faded away but i cant. this is sucks. i loathe this kinda feeling.
one ever told me that: "Dont be such naive honey, this aint real, the world is cruel and dont get fooled by that". i cant truly comprehend it now. Waiting, let me ask you how much patience you've got? you will never get me and after a deep consideration plus thinking, the best thing i could do now is forget and ove on with life. dwelling on the existing problem aint gonna solve any headaches of mine, ever! you get what i mean. that's mean spiltin is the best solution ever to the problem we had. we hadnt speak nor see each other for sometime. Though you could be as sweet as a sugarpie, i just dont see that this is real. its like a broken strings that you cant fix. i dont feel you and whats more the love. this is just bullshit and you were just another airhead i randomly met i shall say. please that you were all gone and thank to let me see the whole picture and the real you.
this is driving me insane. i cant seems to elaborate much. the more i tried to recall, the more i hurt myself. i would love to tear off this chapter of life and goodbye!
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