To good to be true

Err, too much thing has happened lately. doesnt know where exactly i have to start.

Oh there's one thing i would love to share, i have been officially accepted in Sheraton Maldives Full Moon Resort & Spa. I was beyond speechless when i saw the job contract sent t to me. All i knew is i was crying in joy and gone completely speechless. Then after, i got a call from Mr Ahu, informing that i need to submit my documentation for them to apply my working visa.

Oh dear whispered in my little heart saying, isn't that this is a dream come true, at last! YET, i have to deep contemplating for this as this kinda chances doesn't comes twice in our lifetime. Too many things to take care about as for now before i say yes.

Hmmmm.......... What shall i do now.

Law of Attraction

19th September 2010 - Sunday

I've been contemplating of improving myself & swift for a new change. Without any doubt, i google for new jobs. Yeah, i know it is nothing to shout about but as for me, it's a good start. It's time for me to get a change.

Oh well, i've been joining the current employer for nearly 3 years for now. I am very much enjoyed as a front liner, you get the one way ticket to meet plenty (differences in characters, cultures of people). Ahaa, correct me if i am wrong. Not to forget all those nasty moments i got into. Well, lets just be positive cause isnt this is part of the priceless experiences.

I sent out a couple of resumes without any doubt. Surprisingly, i got an email and phone calls the next day(minus the very smarty pants me was out for lunch and never bothered to tag my cell along). Damned, i said once i saw the emails & few unknown numbers.

Read through the email and instantly revert back accordingly! I was understood that the Director of Guest Services of Sheraton Maldives Full Moon & Spa would like to do a telephone interview with me when i'm available. Isn't this is a good opportunity?

I got few miscalled in the evening and i felt damned again cause didn't manage to pick up (it was all those unknown numbers). See, i missed out for the second times!

Cring cring, yes this time! It rings again! I answered and mandarin spoken lady speaks to me and told me she is calling from Sheraton Maldives. Asking whether i'm off the duty and is it convenience to do the telephone interview with them. It takes approximately 30 minutes for the phone interview. My heart like pounding on a high machine gear but intended to sound as calm as i could to not spoil things up.

Here i am now, still waiting if i am chosen for this job. Whatever the result is, i'd hope for the best and if its not my luck then i shall try again next time.

With love... ♥

Too good to be true

Oh dear. Chances doesn't comes in twice, right?

I've met a dear friend of mine, who offers me a pretty much good deal. All i need to do is send my CV and i'm good to go for the good news, most likely yes!

YET, it has the pros & cons behind all. I shall need to have deep contemplating on this.

Breath in & out and i'll nudge you in awhile. xx

Time flies

Dear god, missing in the blogspace for quite awhile. Well, it has been a year or so to be precise.

Well, of all i could say. Plenty of saga has been happening in the past. Only god knows how is it. The good & bad memories, will forever remain in me.

Will not elaborate much for now but it's just a kick start to make sure I'm still alive & kickin.

Cheers & have a good day ahead peeps! :)

love lockdown

set me free from this goddamn rut! I cant take this anymore. When things doesnt work out the way you want, this is what will happen, you fret and whine. Then again, it wont change a thing. It will still haunt you, bug you, annoy you, irritate you and fuck! this is the best word that can define how i felt at this freakin moment. i wish i could cry a river so eventually this sucky soury feelings will faded away but i cant. this is sucks. i loathe this kinda feeling.

one ever told me that: "Dont be such naive honey, this aint real, the world is cruel and dont get fooled by that". i cant truly comprehend it now. Waiting, let me ask you how much patience you've got? you will never get me and after a deep consideration plus thinking, the best thing i could do now is forget and ove on with life. dwelling on the existing problem aint gonna solve any headaches of mine, ever! you get what i mean. that's mean spiltin is the best solution ever to the problem we had. we hadnt speak nor see each other for sometime. Though you could be as sweet as a sugarpie, i just dont see that this is real. its like a broken strings that you cant fix. i dont feel you and whats more the love. this is just bullshit and you were just another airhead i randomly met i shall say. please that you were all gone and thank to let me see the whole picture and the real you.

this is driving me insane. i cant seems to elaborate much. the more i tried to recall, the more i hurt myself. i would love to tear off this chapter of life and goodbye!

dadadee

Oh noo, please dont! Nothing seems to help but this is what you call 'reality'.
It could always be nasty but then again, reality. I've to accept the fact.

Like some say, you dont put salt to an already opened wound. how could i be so blind to even see this coming. i wonder what is up with me lately. i am freaking insecure with the existing relationship i am in now. It does blossom somehow but good things doesnt stay long. it needed enormous amount of faith to keep it going. it is not from one side but from both individual.

urghh, i dont feel like elaborate much. will this be desert or disaster or just another drama. i will discover it real soon.

Dream

whoops. i know ive been neglected of not posting nor updating anything here. Life has been treated me fairly good as far. The contentment aside of blogging which i find within these few months of being MIA of the blogspace explains some of it.

I wonder why does time flies like a bullet trains nowadays or you may say just like in a lightning speed . I don't even know where exactly i should have start, just yet. There is plenty of thing things me myself would love to share. There's something inside i need to rave and rave so i could eventually lift off the burden in me. i am not the type who holds everything in, orelse i couldve been already a psychotic which in case of an extreme.

Everything seems to be same old same old to me. Despite that, there is few of dearly of excitement which god has given me as of late. Mr Cupid has no doubt of his awesomeness of pairing power. Somehow somewhat it blossom! okay, you shouldve know what i am tryin to say. arent u? hahaha.

Beside that, everything else has been great. Not much comment for work, everything is still the same old thing for me, i prefer it to be left unsaid.

I've been thinking lately due to surronded by the temptation of getting myself a tattoo. Yes, a real ones not the air brush thingy by the real shit. I'm thinking of getting a cupic with a angel wings/ mermaid with the angel wings just right on my back. Ignore the pain for once, but i would really contemplating to get one done for me. I am serious and what now, i just have to search for the exact picture of it. uhmm...

Till then, i am indeed longing for a break. a lil break to be away and being able to not think about anything but relaxx. hahahha.

Alright, will write more soon.

Loxe. xx