Dwelling

Hopeless night with my hopeless self. Im longing for a ladies night out after being grounded for such a long time. Grounded mean being in a state which have no entertainment attraction, although the liquor sold here is considered filthy cheap. Aargh, i want a good ambiance, great music and the awesome crowd. You know just chill out and have some sip of Bacardi and move the sexy groove baby! I dont know why, i just suddenly come up with this little thought of having fun in this kind of condition. I missed that! Its not about being highly intoxicated with alcohol but its just plainly about the fun of it. Urgh, partly because im sorta stress over something. Too much things in my mind, sometimes i just dont know how to express it out, not that i dont want to speak it out loud but its uhm just probably not now i guess.

Well, i used to club downtown with the girls here in Labuan. Like the most routine things we could ever do, chill out somewhere and have fun but the problems is the crowd itself! Its different, just different from my expectation. I would love not to elaborate much on this cause it might as well offense some individuals in a way, so i prefer not to talk about this. Finger crossed. If you ever stay or at least you had ever partied around clubs in Labuan, then you might probably catch my drift. Aren't you? :)
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Besides, i dont know what had happened to myself lately. It might sounds good for myself, or probably worse? I wonder. I started to love life in Labuan. Call me oldies and tell you that i dont mind. lol. Of course, despise the entertainment part and so fort, i'm talking about the very laid back life style here. The no need of rushing, calm and peacefulness i can get here. Weird right, i used to hate the town itself of the boringness and how morbid it can be. Yet, its funny to actually think that i started to love Labuan? Huh? haha. I dont know, home sweet home? Part of it, yes? Then what about the other parts? Tax free? Perhaps yes? What's more? Seriously, i have no any clue. Gosh, what had happened to me?

Well, perhaps its when you used to and already manage to cope up with the environment. Indirectly, you will used to it although you have never expect things to be turn out this way. Or its when you started with your career, you've been busy and all so you couldnt even think of others. Slowly and slowly some things that you have never been consider will be essential for you. People changed from time to time. I couldnt say much about this. I just hope that everything will be turn out alright and always hope for the better tomorrow.

Current mood : Blurred.