Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Rants

Eergh, im feeling of exhausted. Finally i understand how's the feeling after work. Although its still too early for me to say anything. Fuhh, you dont know how much i missed college life. Wish i was back then and still a student. Carefree, relax and chill. Nothing much to worry or fuss around. Everything is supplied to me unconditionally. Now, everything I've to work it my own. Its a little bit of different for me. No, its actually a big difference. Well, what can i say or complain. This is what life all about right as we growing up.

Well, nothing much to jot down about work place. I prefer not to elaborate much since what ive been doing these four days were probably still some basic thing to get me familiar with the situation, the system and stuff. Importantly, get myself familiarize with everything. I'm trying my best to and hoping to catch things up faster. Urgh, everyday ive been wanting so much for the time's up to go home. I wonder why. Maybe i still need some more time for myself. Its kinda shocking that im already work now. Or you can say this is all excuses. hehe. Well, whatever it is, i just hope that everything gonna be fine for me and develop some new friendship inside.

Has talked to suzie yesterday on msn. A long long talk with her after such a long time. I miss this babe of mine. I say out loud everyhting in my mind and express my deep down feeling to her. Thanked that she's always there for me whenever i needed someone to talk. Love you girl! Hope to see you sometime again! Currently missing the girls down there Sabah-land. I doubted when i could be back there again! Planned to move back around early next year if the situation let me to do so. I'm very looking forward for it. OR probably i should continue my studies to somewherelse. I'll figure out later about this. I still need to contemplating think about this ones after i have completed the bloody AH&LA's papers asap before our sabah's branch closed down! Eeeek, hate this to the tiny tiny bits! Why this malicious mind of people could ever set the passing mark to 69 instead of the standard 50 mark in mostly every college in Malaysia. No offense but i just try to speak up my mind!

Well, guess that much for today. Gotta bounce now! Adios me amigos/amigas!

1 comment:

JieJ said...

That's the different between college life and work life. Once you step in to working world, means u need to adapt this new environment. I know it's too hard for you to biasakan diri here. Sorry if i'm not there whenever u need me :) even lunch pun just biarkan u..so bad of sis like this kan. But at least u know this new life. Before this you just read from mine & Judy's blog. Dorang ok jak sini, but beware to whom yang you lepak. Dont ever gossiping about your life. Better if they dont know you well. Actually lots of advice i want to give you. but nantilah we find suitable time. Bukan apa..at least easy for you to stay here dengan rasa selesa. About the system, i know you baru mau belajar kan. But if u got problem, u can see ur sis Judy. She can help u! She is very nice person..very very.. but i understand if you're not dare to tegur dia coz sometimes the face shows that she dont want people disturb dia..heheh..(sorry Jud) but u still can tegur dia. I've told u she is the only my blog mate..we always mengumpat people around here..heheh..thats why we ask u to be careful..hahahah..
Ops panjang juga my comment this..anyway nice to meet you pudding. And glad that u got this job. :)