Jots

1. I'm very extremely exhausted from work. Few of my colleagues sorta taught me how to check in and out by using the system. Yet, im still blurred with the situation. What even worst when theres loads of guest queuing up but i couldnt do much since i'm still pretty confused with the system. Sometimes, i felt pretty useless. I mean 'useless' as in regarding to i couldnt do much to help the others. Most probably, i still need sometime to catch up and adapt to the situation.

2. My ex-friend's case. Finally, i known someone whom despite them as much as i do. You never true to them. Whats the point of friend if you only friend with benefit? They'll only run to you when they needed you and so on. Indeed a very shallow friendship. The greatest manipulator and brainwasher i ever met.

The best part is, she has been lying to the rest since the early chapter of our friendship. What even worst you can imagine about the end? We thought that people will changed from time to time but no! The attitude will forever in her blood. Her daily topic will be bore us with her stories about how awesome loads her father earn, the cars they owned, their popularity in town, people family's stories/affairs, her ever-richest boyfriend and etc. It doesnt seems to interest nor entertain me even a tiny bits. Yet, i thanked to her of the knowledges i learned from her. About the fashion's updates, the vocabulary i learned from her and all. She does have a good side to be appreciate but still she's got a horrific manner and the attitude that turns people down.

Beside, I totally agreed with this statement i come to read in Dana's page,
"Every human being born in this world is full of flaws, nobody is perfect but there is a duty imposed towards us. To make the best of it. Criticizing, condemning or comparing with others doesnt make you a better person but it can create you to be the bitter person."

3. I've got a miscalled from Molyna. I tried to reply her call as soon as i noticed it but i couldnt get reach to her. I thought she was calling me up for drinks or probably just want to talk to me. A short while after that, she calls back. I picked up her call and asked her what about? Gosh, guess what? She was telling me that she met the black diving suit guy during her lunch time with Mohamed just now. They chitchatted with each other and talked about the our recent Kuraman's trip. Suddenly, he compliments about me. Saying that he notices me during the trip and find that i'm sorta cute. Self-confidence boosting up man. lol. Then, smarty pants Moly told him that i actually eye-ing on him during the trip and telling him what i've said regarding about him! Aaargh, i'm gonna kill you girl! lol. Why u blurb it out to him? hahaha. Anyway, its alright. I'll talk about this with you later. Anyway, this is just something that cheers me up for the day. Im gonna tangled under blanket and dreaming aloud.

p/s: I'm indeed very looking forward for the coming Pulau tiga's trip and couldnt wait to go down kk. Like those very decent days back then. Chilled in our favorite place, catch a movie show, went for burger king and etc. Very laid back life style.

Current mood : Infatuated!