Eegah

Amour amour.
Wouldn't it will be nice if i ever fall in love again. I definitely missed the feeling of being loved and attached to someone. You know you have someone whom you may rely on, someone who supports you and stood up for you whenever you needed them, some who endlessly cares for you, someone you desired as much as they desired you, someone to call you up just to say i miss you and etc... You know those thing that lovers do.

I've tried double dating, blind dating, speed dating or any similar to it but i just haven found the suitable boy. Friends been setting up dates for me, matched maker me with their boyfriend's mate but urgh, nothing happened between us. Or i should say that there was no chemistry between us or perhaps the guy was too coward to make a move and so on. Well, i cant blame this to anyone. Most probably i haven't met the one. Yeah right. :P Though no matter how desperate i have become, I must still put up a standard.

For singletons like me especially, weekends only reminds me that I'm still dateless, loveless or even friendless with no one taking out for a date, movie or party. I'll be all alone again and again. Heck no! I wouldn't want to end up an old spinster in a house with 20 cats (an opinion from friends which may be helpful). lol.

Okay, how pathetic i sound man! Giggle. :D

p/s: I shall not complaining and whining about this but urgh, you tell me! You met someone potential but have to say goodbyes on tomorrow? Gosh, its a big turn off! I friggin hate this one! :(