Jobless-ness?

Aargh, counting the days from the moment i finished with college till i came back to my hometown. It was already been three blooody months and god knows what I'm suppose to do next in this tiny little island. I'm clueless whenever i tried to see the picture of future. Gosh, it scares me loads seriously.
Okay, be frankly time passed in a blink of eyes and i'm still hang on here. Oooh,somebody safe me. *Suckerpunched for moi* Ive been procrastinated a lotss and definitely stuffed myself with foods since there is nothing more i could do. Eegah, I'm the one who should have the responsibility to change this before i keep on procrastinating and i wouldn't want to grow one or two size bigger. EEEEEEWWWW! TOUCHWOOD!
Apart from that, actually ive make my effort to submit my resumes. Not to forget and for you to know, i'm a hospitality student. So theres some hotels that actually called me up for interview but sadly i have to turn it down since it was all the hotels from kk. Like i mentioned before, i was temporary moved back to my hometown Labuan so yeah, it explains all. Sighed. I wish i was down there and perhaps and probably i'm already have my own work by now. Beside, few days back a friend of mine asked me accompany her for lunch in Grand Dorsett and she reminds me to bring my resume along as well. Fuhh, i submitted it to the security department and apparently the security guy told me that he would pass it up to the HR. Well, days and days i have waited. Yet, it seems like no any good news for me. Sighed.
Im really doubted and scared of the future of this bumpy life. I considered this as my blackest spookiness dumbest moments in life. Urgh, im desperately needed to save myself from this asap. What a life? You tell me!